"I Need The FreeTime!"

So if you come up this weekend, i was planning on heading up town for a day at the mall with Anj. I'll drive, if you wanna come, we'll go pick out ur strap-on. That was what me and Anj's present to you was gonna be. This is so awesome! You know you'll have to model it for us though, right?

What color u want? i was thinking either a shiny black one, or like a brightly colored one like. Neon blue or something. Joe'll be fucked by an alien. And in all fairness, i'm gonna give him kudos, if he likes you that much. I mean, for a straight guy to take it in places, they normally wouldn't.

I don't remember using the "chinese cock a roacha" quote. I might start using it now though, it sounds cool. I don't remember typing half of that entry, as i was reading it. LOLz

I talked to Eric last night, and we agreed if i brought him a movie to watch, Another Gay Movie, then he'd bring me some back issues of OUT to read, since he subscribes. I think i'll subscribe too. It's 15 dollars for 12 issues/annual subscription. And they're $5 each in store. Plus when they're delivered they're shrink wrapped in a solid white plastic, with only ur address on the outside. So you can't tell what it is, or who its from. Fool-proof plan just in case Dad decides for once in his horrible life to get the mail.

Yays, for me. iguess.

Dave and Vic are sending me two pornos of the "bear" genre, so i get porn too! I like porn. Tis the key to my sheltered heart. I wanna go to a gay bar. I'm thinking of doing that soon. Dunno, who i'll go with, or how much it'll cost to get in even. But i'll make it happen one way or another.

Tomorrow's Friday, and i'm super excited. I don't have any actual plans besides, i talked my mom into buying me and Anjel some alcohol. I'm thinking flavored Tequila...not sure though. You can come over and get tipsy with us. We could all use a stiff drink now, i'm sure you'd agree.

I've been downloading random songs that i like to listen to over and over. Songs by The Deftones, Kenna, Muse, Poe...etc.

I think you should try DXM with me and Anjel when u come up. It'll be good. We'll dance to techno, and i was thinking of investing in a strobe light. They're like $10, and with Halloween, they might be on sale. so..that's cool.

It might sound like all i'm doing with u gone is popping pills and drinking, but there's more to it than that. It gets my mind off the troubles i face in the future. And off school. So yeah.

I love u like a Chinese Cock-A-Roacha!
a faggot.