Given up on the entire human race.

So i responded to all that yesterday, but then my net fucked up, and i lost it. so i'll give you the Campbell's chicken soup condensed version of it all:

I called Eric out on him ignoring my messages through a txt. then we chatted on AIM for 20 minutes. all's good i think.

Yesterday at school, i wanted to disappear. i had one of my breakdowns again. Anj had to work. so i was all alone. i justwantdd to crash my car, and tell my mom EVERYTHING, gay thinsgs, pills, depression. and stuff.

But i talked it out with Eric instead.

Last night i downed 11 scittles, and it was amazing. then i took the rest of the bottle about a half hour ago. Tonight the club opens, and me and Anjel are gonna try Extacy. Wish us luck. i've researched, and it loooks safe enough. We just swallow it, and it lasts from a half hour after dropping it, for about 4-5 hours. I won't let her drive if she can't. Don't worry about me, i can walk home if i need to.

I just need someone to hug, and i'm waiting on Anjel to get here.

Alos, download Job For A Cowboy's "Entombment of a Machine" the scream about 30 seconds in is orgasmIC! i came 17 times in a row!

But yeah. so. txt me or whatever. i hope this night will be fun. Have fun whatever you're doing, or whoever your'e doing. J/k!? Love yas, You're a doll

Not a porcelain one tho.

Lovyas my little chinese cockraoch. wait! Read "parrotfish" it's about a F to M tranny teen. It's good so far!

ciao!
gay buttfuckin' wanna be X-dropping, high dick face licker- not gonna take it any more!