It sounds like you've calmed down (I was worried you wouldn't). I don't know how to respond to you, but I don't want you to think I'm ignoring you. It's a phone/face conversation, and I feel like you're hating me right now. I'm almost afraid to call you because I don't want my fears to be confirmed.
But here's me trying:
I'm taking Anjel's advise and prioritizing. I can't do anything about my iPenis (imaginary) right now, yes that's what I'm calling it; so I'm just with someone I like. I'm having sex with a guy because that's who I'm attracted to. Yes, it would be great if I had a penis to have sex with (I do think about it), but I don't. Strangely enough--*pushes back impulse to stop talking because I want you to understand*--I find it more frustrating on top than bottom. On bottom I accept my role. On top, I want more than I have, and I just end up frustrated and sad.
Hoping you can somehow understand,
Fellow NQSH Fan
P.S. I'm happy for you that you're telling more people. I want you to be completely open, and I'm not trying to repress you, but when you call me a bitch, it really does hurt. I hate to once again bring it up, but it stings, and I just wanted you to know how I feel.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment