Sorry I acted like such a douchebag. You and Anjel see each other enough to remain close so I feel a little out of place. Having Joe around probably wasn't the greatest thing, but I wasn't trying to keep you away or be hanging on him all the time. I just feel really close to him.
I'm worried that I'm being perceived as this pretentious [insert explitive of your choice here] who can't bear to spend more than five minutes away from her boyfriend, but he's the person I'm closest to here. My other friends I've known for a little less than a month, and I haven't really opened up. With Joe, I have. Obviously not about everything, but moreso than others. You and Anjel are the only ones that I feel the need to keep a connection with because you know my secrets. Joe knows a little, and I think I could tell him everything... one day.
I don't want you guys to hate me. Please tell me you don't.
God, I've got a lump in my throat now and just trying not to cry.
I just want you to know that I wasn't trying to choose him over you (plural). You mean so much to me.
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