So me and Anj are poor. or don't really want to pay $30 to go. Friday, i might be meeting up w/ Eric and Anjel for coffee, if the FBLA thing falls through for him. But Saturday night you could come, but don't be an ass hat. wait.
Is Joe coming with u?
Anyways. Get back to me. we could party hard, since Rocky Horror, and techno club is opening.
Woots.
Under $15,000 income,
someone who's accepted to IUS.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Pretty Sure I'm Coming Home This Weekend
Hedwig is still going on
Friday at 10
Saturday at 7 or 10
I called the box office (there isn't a buy online option), and there are plenty of tickets left. Not that I have any income, but this would be fun.
Call (502) 584-1205
Let me know if you're still interested,
Jess
Friday at 10
Saturday at 7 or 10
I called the box office (there isn't a buy online option), and there are plenty of tickets left. Not that I have any income, but this would be fun.
Call (502) 584-1205
Let me know if you're still interested,
Jess
Monday, September 24, 2007
"Even If You Want Me To Let Go, Honey!"
Okay. for serious, i thought we were past the "bitch" thing. You should seriously see how many times i call my friends bitch and slut, like ALL THE TIME. But i do understand and try not to say it. But if I say it and don't immediately apologize for forgeting not to say it, you'll know something is wrong.
I still, and don't think i will, be able to accept your relationship w/ him. For numbers of reasons but lets' just say i wouldn't want to have sex with a girl until i had a vagina, if i were a lesbian. But whatevers. I'm not gonna try to go into that now.
You're right, we do need to talk. but that may not happen, unless YOU come HOME ALONE. Considering if you know he's within 100 yards, you'll ditch us to go find him. :)
Let me know what you wanna do about this. The ball is in your court, metaphorically speaking of course. Gays don't do sports. lolz.
Yeah, and Stuff.
a returning memory.
I still, and don't think i will, be able to accept your relationship w/ him. For numbers of reasons but lets' just say i wouldn't want to have sex with a girl until i had a vagina, if i were a lesbian. But whatevers. I'm not gonna try to go into that now.
You're right, we do need to talk. but that may not happen, unless YOU come HOME ALONE. Considering if you know he's within 100 yards, you'll ditch us to go find him. :)
Let me know what you wanna do about this. The ball is in your court, metaphorically speaking of course. Gays don't do sports. lolz.
Yeah, and Stuff.
a returning memory.
Prioritizing
It sounds like you've calmed down (I was worried you wouldn't). I don't know how to respond to you, but I don't want you to think I'm ignoring you. It's a phone/face conversation, and I feel like you're hating me right now. I'm almost afraid to call you because I don't want my fears to be confirmed.
But here's me trying:
I'm taking Anjel's advise and prioritizing. I can't do anything about my iPenis (imaginary) right now, yes that's what I'm calling it; so I'm just with someone I like. I'm having sex with a guy because that's who I'm attracted to. Yes, it would be great if I had a penis to have sex with (I do think about it), but I don't. Strangely enough--*pushes back impulse to stop talking because I want you to understand*--I find it more frustrating on top than bottom. On bottom I accept my role. On top, I want more than I have, and I just end up frustrated and sad.
Hoping you can somehow understand,
Fellow NQSH Fan
P.S. I'm happy for you that you're telling more people. I want you to be completely open, and I'm not trying to repress you, but when you call me a bitch, it really does hurt. I hate to once again bring it up, but it stings, and I just wanted you to know how I feel.
But here's me trying:
I'm taking Anjel's advise and prioritizing. I can't do anything about my iPenis (imaginary) right now, yes that's what I'm calling it; so I'm just with someone I like. I'm having sex with a guy because that's who I'm attracted to. Yes, it would be great if I had a penis to have sex with (I do think about it), but I don't. Strangely enough--*pushes back impulse to stop talking because I want you to understand*--I find it more frustrating on top than bottom. On bottom I accept my role. On top, I want more than I have, and I just end up frustrated and sad.
Hoping you can somehow understand,
Fellow NQSH Fan
P.S. I'm happy for you that you're telling more people. I want you to be completely open, and I'm not trying to repress you, but when you call me a bitch, it really does hurt. I hate to once again bring it up, but it stings, and I just wanted you to know how I feel.
Emoticons are bull...
Yeah, yeah yeah...i get it. You can't express urself over the internet due to lack of contact. But blahs on that note.
Second, the reason i'm angry toward you is the fact that i can't fathom what the fuck you're doing with your life right now. i don't think Anjel quite understands it either. The fact that you want a penis, but are having sex with a guy in your state.
I'm even contemplating whether you are even the way that you are in spite of these recent developments.
But on a lighter note that i couldn't help but share due to mutual love. Is that Mike Stewart called me. Not txt. But actually CALLED ME! About 5 minutes ago, i'm pulling up my drive way and i get the call, and in the matter of life-threatening seconds i have to think, i decide to answer. And BTW, he sounds not at all what you'd think he'd sound like on the phone. So appartenly he explains that he had no reason to call me but to say that i have good taste in music, because in past txts, i stated i was into Xiu Xiu, and recently one of his friends had brought the band up, and he was like, "Hey, that guy Logan is into them. I think i'll give him a call" So he did, and after that he just said, "well, i'm about to go sell my car. But when our band has a show, i'll be sure to call you." And i was like, "Sounds great! Good luck with selling your car!" and we said bye and that was it.
Silly, but i thought it brightened my day. From the fact that i told 2 other friends today about me, and might be having regrets.
Sincerely,
a nut case
Second, the reason i'm angry toward you is the fact that i can't fathom what the fuck you're doing with your life right now. i don't think Anjel quite understands it either. The fact that you want a penis, but are having sex with a guy in your state.
I'm even contemplating whether you are even the way that you are in spite of these recent developments.
But on a lighter note that i couldn't help but share due to mutual love. Is that Mike Stewart called me. Not txt. But actually CALLED ME! About 5 minutes ago, i'm pulling up my drive way and i get the call, and in the matter of life-threatening seconds i have to think, i decide to answer. And BTW, he sounds not at all what you'd think he'd sound like on the phone. So appartenly he explains that he had no reason to call me but to say that i have good taste in music, because in past txts, i stated i was into Xiu Xiu, and recently one of his friends had brought the band up, and he was like, "Hey, that guy Logan is into them. I think i'll give him a call" So he did, and after that he just said, "well, i'm about to go sell my car. But when our band has a show, i'll be sure to call you." And i was like, "Sounds great! Good luck with selling your car!" and we said bye and that was it.
Silly, but i thought it brightened my day. From the fact that i told 2 other friends today about me, and might be having regrets.
Sincerely,
a nut case
Sunday, September 23, 2007
The Internet & Emotions
The only part of my "The Third Wheel" blog that was angry was the Postscript. I'm not one to put much emotion behind what I read because I know things can be misunderstood, but "you were kind of a bitch" and "*spits in face*" seem pretty clear.
How am I burying my feelings toward myself?
SIDENOTE: This blog has no anger engrained within it, but you've never talked this way to me before so it's hard to comprehend.
How am I burying my feelings toward myself?
SIDENOTE: This blog has no anger engrained within it, but you've never talked this way to me before so it's hard to comprehend.
YOU KNOW WHAT!?...
I'm sick of you trying to bury your feelings toward yourself. Before speaking to me, talk to yourself!
*spits in face*
*spits in face*
It Hurts...
Well, in previous notions, when calling u a bitch or slut, were in fun, or at least a failed attempt at it, apparently. But in the last post, you were kind of a bitch.
I guess we're happy for u if you like him that much, but we might just call it quits on visiting u, if you two are gonna be that way.
You can continue to blog here, i'll check daily for posts, however, if you don't want to, i don't mind.
I just hope that you don't change too much, (since you've changed much already), while you're at Evansville, cuz i'd like to think there are still parts of you that are salvagable.
[insert emoticon here]
a guy moving farther and farther away...
I guess we're happy for u if you like him that much, but we might just call it quits on visiting u, if you two are gonna be that way.
You can continue to blog here, i'll check daily for posts, however, if you don't want to, i don't mind.
I just hope that you don't change too much, (since you've changed much already), while you're at Evansville, cuz i'd like to think there are still parts of you that are salvagable.
[insert emoticon here]
a guy moving farther and farther away...
The Third Wheel
Don't think you're the only one who has felt like the third wheel. When I came home last time, that's basically how I felt with you and Anjel. In fact, that's how I've felt the past few times I've hung out with you two, even before I left for Evansville.
By the way I think it's hysterical that you think he has no sense of humour. Somehow you just missed it. He usually can adapt well to new people and start up conversations, but this time it just didn't work. [He is a Political Science Major] He is very pushy because he likes to press people's buttons. The easiest way to get him to shut up is to just tell him to fuck off, though if you would have done it, it probably wouldn't have been in the playful way. You just can't let him get to you. I guess my skin's just thicker than most.
And he does know about me and Colbert... well, not the gay sex bit.
Not trying to be a douchebag,
R. Edward
P.S. You calling me a bitch and a slut doesn't help, even if you're joking (and I'm not sure that you are), it still hurts.
By the way I think it's hysterical that you think he has no sense of humour. Somehow you just missed it. He usually can adapt well to new people and start up conversations, but this time it just didn't work. [He is a Political Science Major] He is very pushy because he likes to press people's buttons. The easiest way to get him to shut up is to just tell him to fuck off, though if you would have done it, it probably wouldn't have been in the playful way. You just can't let him get to you. I guess my skin's just thicker than most.
And he does know about me and Colbert... well, not the gay sex bit.
Not trying to be a douchebag,
R. Edward
P.S. You calling me a bitch and a slut doesn't help, even if you're joking (and I'm not sure that you are), it still hurts.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
You Were...
Well. Let's just say, it's like...i was working on the discs, and then u guys were like totally spooning and me and AnJ were txting back and forth. (lolz that u were the big spoon, :)) But seriously, i was like. "Anj, wanna get outta here?" "YES!" So we left and talked about u guys for like an hour and 1/2 outside. Then were locked out for another hour or so. And like the entire time he was there, you never really said two words to us, you were just all hanging all around him. And i don't know if you know how it feels to be a third wheel or whatever, but i have had my share of those experiences, and this was the worst. Just cuz i was so close to you as a friend, then it's like. You went through Lacuna, and it was like you never knew us in the first place! We were like complete strangers!
On another note, we don't like Joe so much. You may not care what we think, but...I DON'T CARE! You'll listen to this, just for the shit we had to put up with on this trip.
He's WAY too political for his own good. The shirt was too much.
He has no sense of humor. [EX. What's a frenzie? "Do u want the definition?"]
That and the fact, i don't think i ever saw him laugh. At least at something that was funny.
He pushes his beliefs on everyone. Like AnJ, she was getting pissed,
Joe: What about this band?
AnJ: They suck.
Joe: How can u say that? They've been around for 15 years, so obviously not.
AnJ: I'm allowed to have an opinion and that was it.
Me and AnJ, in this trip alone, have come up with impressions/jokes about him.
Impression #1: "Knives...huhhuh...are like....huhhuh...really usefull...huhhuh. *burp*"
Impression #2: "When's that political show on?" [if only he knew about u and Colbert]
Another thing that got on our nerves was that he kept talking and shit when we were watching TV, then he like told us to shut up when Jon Stewart was on.
That and he was sorta, "i know all" personality, when he totally fucked up that Nancy/Sid story.
We did want to dye her hair, but he was there, we just wanted to leave. We actually were feeling so low, we wanted to leave in the middle of the night without telling you. Srrys, but it's true.
That's all i can think about now, we just felt like shit the whole time, and are even contemplating coming back. It's the truth. Think about it.
Logan,
a stranger.
On another note, we don't like Joe so much. You may not care what we think, but...I DON'T CARE! You'll listen to this, just for the shit we had to put up with on this trip.
He's WAY too political for his own good. The shirt was too much.
He has no sense of humor. [EX. What's a frenzie? "Do u want the definition?"]
That and the fact, i don't think i ever saw him laugh. At least at something that was funny.
He pushes his beliefs on everyone. Like AnJ, she was getting pissed,
Joe: What about this band?
AnJ: They suck.
Joe: How can u say that? They've been around for 15 years, so obviously not.
AnJ: I'm allowed to have an opinion and that was it.
Me and AnJ, in this trip alone, have come up with impressions/jokes about him.
Impression #1: "Knives...huhhuh...are like....huhhuh...really usefull...huhhuh. *burp*"
Impression #2: "When's that political show on?" [if only he knew about u and Colbert]
Another thing that got on our nerves was that he kept talking and shit when we were watching TV, then he like told us to shut up when Jon Stewart was on.
That and he was sorta, "i know all" personality, when he totally fucked up that Nancy/Sid story.
We did want to dye her hair, but he was there, we just wanted to leave. We actually were feeling so low, we wanted to leave in the middle of the night without telling you. Srrys, but it's true.
That's all i can think about now, we just felt like shit the whole time, and are even contemplating coming back. It's the truth. Think about it.
Logan,
a stranger.
Friday, September 21, 2007
I'm Such a Fuckass...
Sorry I acted like such a douchebag. You and Anjel see each other enough to remain close so I feel a little out of place. Having Joe around probably wasn't the greatest thing, but I wasn't trying to keep you away or be hanging on him all the time. I just feel really close to him.
I'm worried that I'm being perceived as this pretentious [insert explitive of your choice here] who can't bear to spend more than five minutes away from her boyfriend, but he's the person I'm closest to here. My other friends I've known for a little less than a month, and I haven't really opened up. With Joe, I have. Obviously not about everything, but moreso than others. You and Anjel are the only ones that I feel the need to keep a connection with because you know my secrets. Joe knows a little, and I think I could tell him everything... one day.
I don't want you guys to hate me. Please tell me you don't.
God, I've got a lump in my throat now and just trying not to cry.
I just want you to know that I wasn't trying to choose him over you (plural). You mean so much to me.
I'm worried that I'm being perceived as this pretentious [insert explitive of your choice here] who can't bear to spend more than five minutes away from her boyfriend, but he's the person I'm closest to here. My other friends I've known for a little less than a month, and I haven't really opened up. With Joe, I have. Obviously not about everything, but moreso than others. You and Anjel are the only ones that I feel the need to keep a connection with because you know my secrets. Joe knows a little, and I think I could tell him everything... one day.
I don't want you guys to hate me. Please tell me you don't.
God, I've got a lump in my throat now and just trying not to cry.
I just want you to know that I wasn't trying to choose him over you (plural). You mean so much to me.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Post from 2 days ago when my mouse stopped working:
Sex. What can I say? I like it. Not sure how much you want to know, but after about 24 hours... Though Joe does like to cuddle. *smiles.* In my head I keep casually saying I love him. Not sure if it's just a reflex or what.
Yay! to new places where Flamboyancy runs amuck. "Amuck, amuck, amuck!" I wasn't actually implying that you have low standards. It's just that is all you told me about him. I want to know more than "he is SO outta my league," eventhough you said you're not "romantically" interested. I love that you are--at least seem--so confident. I'm working on it. Joe's pretty outward (?). He has no filter and seemingly no inhibitions.
The LGBT-friendly meeting have apparently not started yet. I signed up, but have yet to receive any emails. Technically the club is called P.R.I.D.E and stands for something about diversity. Their t'shirts say "Homophobia is Gay," which is so ridiculous. If I get one, I'm gonna duck tape over "gay" and write "Hetero" in sharpie.
Quidditch Club is awesome, by the way (like there was any doubt), and I got sorted into Gryffindor who are the lazy ones. They have contests for housepoints. All of the houses had 400/500 points, but Gryffindor had 43 and a blast "losing hardcore!" I took the quiz before I was going out with Joe, so I didn't manipulate my answers, but he is a fellow housemember. I think it's going to be fun because we are all pretty lazy.
Also, Horror Club shows an old horror flick every tuesday, and apparently last week they were watching something with Bella Lagosi (sp?) and whenever the camera zooms in on his face, someone joked that he makes a "I'm onna rape you" face. So now, someones working on the shirt.
With bunches of ♥,
Edward
Yay! to new places where Flamboyancy runs amuck. "Amuck, amuck, amuck!" I wasn't actually implying that you have low standards. It's just that is all you told me about him. I want to know more than "he is SO outta my league," eventhough you said you're not "romantically" interested. I love that you are--at least seem--so confident. I'm working on it. Joe's pretty outward (?). He has no filter and seemingly no inhibitions.
The LGBT-friendly meeting have apparently not started yet. I signed up, but have yet to receive any emails. Technically the club is called P.R.I.D.E and stands for something about diversity. Their t'shirts say "Homophobia is Gay," which is so ridiculous. If I get one, I'm gonna duck tape over "gay" and write "Hetero" in sharpie.
Quidditch Club is awesome, by the way (like there was any doubt), and I got sorted into Gryffindor who are the lazy ones. They have contests for housepoints. All of the houses had 400/500 points, but Gryffindor had 43 and a blast "losing hardcore!" I took the quiz before I was going out with Joe, so I didn't manipulate my answers, but he is a fellow housemember. I think it's going to be fun because we are all pretty lazy.
Also, Horror Club shows an old horror flick every tuesday, and apparently last week they were watching something with Bella Lagosi (sp?) and whenever the camera zooms in on his face, someone joked that he makes a "I'm onna rape you" face. So now, someones working on the shirt.
With bunches of ♥,
Edward
I Worry About You Jessie, I Worry A Lot...
So... sex...that's nice.... i really don't know what to say. I told Anj just cuz she deserves to know. But i won't let her read the blogs...
HOw is sex goign for u?
I'm seriously speechless. that's all i got to say right now.
Besides that. With these trips to E-Ville we're taking, i'm going to make a personal note to make sure and be more "myself" when i'm there, just cuz NO ONE knows me there, and i can start over. Plus this internet flamboyancy is just my inner thots as they commerce. no editing.
As for Eric. I SOOOO HAVE MORE STANDARDS THAN "THEY'RE GAY". I feel hurt you assume such things. But 4 serial, he is SO outta my league. the only thing i meant to do, is to tell him. just cuz i feel i need to tell someone else who knows me. That's why i'm making an effort toward my English teacher. NOT TO MAKE OUT WITH HIM! But to let him know who i am. Let someone know.
Me and Anj agree that u should go to the LGBT meetings at UofE and let ur inner self out. I feel it would help u. THe longer it stays inside, the harder it'll fight to get out.
on that happy. note.
byas, c u tomorrows!
L-Bitch.
HOw is sex goign for u?
I'm seriously speechless. that's all i got to say right now.
Besides that. With these trips to E-Ville we're taking, i'm going to make a personal note to make sure and be more "myself" when i'm there, just cuz NO ONE knows me there, and i can start over. Plus this internet flamboyancy is just my inner thots as they commerce. no editing.
As for Eric. I SOOOO HAVE MORE STANDARDS THAN "THEY'RE GAY". I feel hurt you assume such things. But 4 serial, he is SO outta my league. the only thing i meant to do, is to tell him. just cuz i feel i need to tell someone else who knows me. That's why i'm making an effort toward my English teacher. NOT TO MAKE OUT WITH HIM! But to let him know who i am. Let someone know.
Me and Anj agree that u should go to the LGBT meetings at UofE and let ur inner self out. I feel it would help u. THe longer it stays inside, the harder it'll fight to get out.
on that happy. note.
byas, c u tomorrows!
L-Bitch.
I Love That On the Internet You're So Much More Flamboyant
Speaking of flamboyancy, I had a dream the other night that I stole John Waters' car. He was speaking like the narrator in Pink Flamingos and had a Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat type trenchcoat on. RANDOM.
I keep telling myself if I only download enough stuff I could actually bootleg, but alas I am still unmotivated to make money. I have enough, but I feel a little guilty that I'm not bringing any in. I need to check out the nightlife setup here because on Fridays and every other Saturday Joe has DND or Vampire games. (Yes, I said D-N-D. He's such a geek!) Oh, by the way, he's a political science major and an anarchist, but not in an angry I-hate-the-world way. He's just that far left. So as to the "done anythin" question... yes. I... like him a lot... and feel weird talking about it on the internet. Actually, I haven't really told anyone. Kinda weird. Not exactly something I bring up in conversation.
As far as my situation goes, he is unaware. I'm basically prioritizing that I can't do anything about it now anyway, so I'm fine for the moment. Though we did get in a conversation about members of the same sex we like that are on campus. Of course there has been one female I've been attracted to and she's somewhere between 47 and 52 years old. I also told Joe that he's basically one of a handful of people under 35 I've been attracted to. Suprisingly, he wasn't freaked out, just a bit suprised.
This Eric person you speak of, all you've told me is that he's gay. Hopefully you have more standards than this. Please tell me he also meets other criteria. If so, go for it. If it works, awesome. If not, would it make you feel any different about yourself? I don't know about you, but I was in a constant state of disappointment and sorrow anyway when it came to those I'm attracted to.
Oh, yeah! My breakdown the other day. It was fuckin weird. Came on for no reason. I just all of a sudden felt confused and without aspiration.
I keep telling myself if I only download enough stuff I could actually bootleg, but alas I am still unmotivated to make money. I have enough, but I feel a little guilty that I'm not bringing any in. I need to check out the nightlife setup here because on Fridays and every other Saturday Joe has DND or Vampire games. (Yes, I said D-N-D. He's such a geek!) Oh, by the way, he's a political science major and an anarchist, but not in an angry I-hate-the-world way. He's just that far left. So as to the "done anythin" question... yes. I... like him a lot... and feel weird talking about it on the internet. Actually, I haven't really told anyone. Kinda weird. Not exactly something I bring up in conversation.
As far as my situation goes, he is unaware. I'm basically prioritizing that I can't do anything about it now anyway, so I'm fine for the moment. Though we did get in a conversation about members of the same sex we like that are on campus. Of course there has been one female I've been attracted to and she's somewhere between 47 and 52 years old. I also told Joe that he's basically one of a handful of people under 35 I've been attracted to. Suprisingly, he wasn't freaked out, just a bit suprised.
This Eric person you speak of, all you've told me is that he's gay. Hopefully you have more standards than this. Please tell me he also meets other criteria. If so, go for it. If it works, awesome. If not, would it make you feel any different about yourself? I don't know about you, but I was in a constant state of disappointment and sorrow anyway when it came to those I'm attracted to.
Oh, yeah! My breakdown the other day. It was fuckin weird. Came on for no reason. I just all of a sudden felt confused and without aspiration.
"Not knowing what's wrong or how to make it right. I feel drugged and damaged. Disconnected. Detatched. Discontent. Nothing touches me. Dizzy. Can't stand up straight. Falling. Floating away towards an existential abyss. Out to sea and too far to reach."
That's just what I wrote. Actually this was from about 2 weeks ago, but that time my state of dysphoria only lasted a couple hours in the afternoon. The email I sent you was after about 10 minutes when I wasn't yet having the meltdown, but after a little while longer I was. Joe came over a bit later, and he did help a lot. If it had been for some reason, I would have told him. I wanted to, but there just wasn't one. Just a sudden onset of anxiety, I guess. The hugs and--I hate using this word but--cuddling helped. The next day, I was completely emotionless. I wasn't sad, but still nothing seemed to touch me. I was a desolate island. After my 10am class, I was going to go take 3 tylenol (not sure if would have helped at all) and a cigarette, but I ran into Joe on the way back to my dorm. Maybe his smiling face soothed me. I don't like being all mushy and cliche, but he makes me feel really content--which isn't really a hard task, but it's a nice feeling.
SIDENOTE: I'm really liking this personal blogging. It gets my thoughts out, instead of just bouncing around inside my head. Very Theraputic, and I just can't say "I ♥ You" enough!
Monday, September 17, 2007
First blogger to post in this bitch!
So what up my home-girl?
I finally created this bitch, so i hope we get this partay started.
Alright, enough introductory mumbo-jumbo. (ON WITH IT!)
In the life of L-Dog, since i'm a big flaming homo. i read homo books. So on that note. i've been checking out books from my english teacher's book shelf in his classroom. He had the 2nd and 3rd in the "rainbow boys" series, so i read the third one, (the only one i didn't have). But he also had this other book which is based on a queer film called, "Latter Days". It's SO funny, and warm-heartedly sweet story. So THEN! (this is wear it gets good). He comes up to me like last week on Friday, and says, "So i got this book in, it wasn't on the shelf yet, since you liked the rainbow books, i didn't know maybe you'd wanna read this.." I was like "Oh, cool. I saw this on Amazon! Thanks." I haven't finished it yet, but that's where i got this idea from. It's called, "The Tale of Two Summers" About a gay kid and a straight kid, are BFFs for like 10 years and now they're spending their first summer apart from eachother! It's totally a heartwarming, yet sad story so far. I secretly am hoping for both the guys to realize that they're meant for eachother. I somehow doubt that will happen.
ANY ways...my point is that the teacher is kinda cute and would totally make out with him.
I know that doesn't really make much since, how i got from one point to the other, but it does.
But in the life of me besides romancing english teachers...i borrowed The War at Home Season One from Anjel since she got it in a trade, and am TOTALLY loving it! It's so freaking funny! Plus they deal with a lot of issues, that i didn't think they could talk about on sitcom television. Plus (again), its been released in Widescreen Format! YAHOO! Loves this shit.
So yah. and anyways...(flips hair), my business is soooo going well. and theres supposed to be a techno club opening at that hotel by Frische's. It opens every Saturday at 11pm and closes like at 2-4ish. i dunno what time. i'm not sure if the club has even been approved, however, during the day, they're turning it into a coffee shop, so woot on that! i might try and get an actual job, i dunno. It'll give me something to do. And with it being so close to my house, i can totally get my parents approval and extended curfew on it! WHEE!
So enough about me...and stuffs. What new w/ u? I got that email from you that said one sentence like, "I'm not having a total meltdown right now" and that was it! Were you really having one? What's wrong? LET IT OUT YO! This is a way for us to talk, at length, ANYTIME, since we never are on at the same times, which sucks but yas.
Also, about this Joe guy...have you guys....done anythin? I don't wanna sound crossing-boundaryish since i'm ur cousin, but with my situation, it shouldn't matter. Also, does he KNOW about your 'situation'. (Also, if you have a better way of me referencing it besides "your situation", plz let me know. I dunno what else to call it). I'd just like to get full details on it.
Also, i'm trying to become better friends w/ this gay guy named Eric at school. He's really funny, and i'm contemplating messaging him on MySpace and telling him about me. Whatya think?
Hope to hear from you and more,
your bitch.
I finally created this bitch, so i hope we get this partay started.
Alright, enough introductory mumbo-jumbo. (ON WITH IT!)
In the life of L-Dog, since i'm a big flaming homo. i read homo books. So on that note. i've been checking out books from my english teacher's book shelf in his classroom. He had the 2nd and 3rd in the "rainbow boys" series, so i read the third one, (the only one i didn't have). But he also had this other book which is based on a queer film called, "Latter Days". It's SO funny, and warm-heartedly sweet story. So THEN! (this is wear it gets good). He comes up to me like last week on Friday, and says, "So i got this book in, it wasn't on the shelf yet, since you liked the rainbow books, i didn't know maybe you'd wanna read this.." I was like "Oh, cool. I saw this on Amazon! Thanks." I haven't finished it yet, but that's where i got this idea from. It's called, "The Tale of Two Summers" About a gay kid and a straight kid, are BFFs for like 10 years and now they're spending their first summer apart from eachother! It's totally a heartwarming, yet sad story so far. I secretly am hoping for both the guys to realize that they're meant for eachother. I somehow doubt that will happen.
ANY ways...my point is that the teacher is kinda cute and would totally make out with him.
I know that doesn't really make much since, how i got from one point to the other, but it does.
But in the life of me besides romancing english teachers...i borrowed The War at Home Season One from Anjel since she got it in a trade, and am TOTALLY loving it! It's so freaking funny! Plus they deal with a lot of issues, that i didn't think they could talk about on sitcom television. Plus (again), its been released in Widescreen Format! YAHOO! Loves this shit.
So yah. and anyways...(flips hair), my business is soooo going well. and theres supposed to be a techno club opening at that hotel by Frische's. It opens every Saturday at 11pm and closes like at 2-4ish. i dunno what time. i'm not sure if the club has even been approved, however, during the day, they're turning it into a coffee shop, so woot on that! i might try and get an actual job, i dunno. It'll give me something to do. And with it being so close to my house, i can totally get my parents approval and extended curfew on it! WHEE!
So enough about me...and stuffs. What new w/ u? I got that email from you that said one sentence like, "I'm not having a total meltdown right now" and that was it! Were you really having one? What's wrong? LET IT OUT YO! This is a way for us to talk, at length, ANYTIME, since we never are on at the same times, which sucks but yas.
Also, about this Joe guy...have you guys....done anythin? I don't wanna sound crossing-boundaryish since i'm ur cousin, but with my situation, it shouldn't matter. Also, does he KNOW about your 'situation'. (Also, if you have a better way of me referencing it besides "your situation", plz let me know. I dunno what else to call it). I'd just like to get full details on it.
Also, i'm trying to become better friends w/ this gay guy named Eric at school. He's really funny, and i'm contemplating messaging him on MySpace and telling him about me. Whatya think?
Hope to hear from you and more,
your bitch.
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